*sLeEpInG CrOWn2* =T.T's thoughts=*

Monday, September 12, 2005

hi all!
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*peace*

Friday, August 05, 2005

well i have been back in adelaide for about 3weeks now.

its all been good (^U^)

so let me update ya on my life here so far.

once i reached adelaide safely and i have to say the pilot had some skill, it was a beatuful landing! yep it sure was! any way, the first 2days i got my things sorted out, met up with some of my friends and the next day moved into campus. saw more familir faces and was heaps happy.
once again we had a night of gathering with alcohol n music. hehe was heaps good.
got back with marty as well :)

studywise its better cos ill be doing it for a year... my subjects are spread out more so i have more time to study. i hope n i mean i REALY HOPE that i will be smart enough to use the time that has been given to me in good use.

any way i gtg.
hope every one in singapore is doing good :) miss u all *(^3^)

*peace*

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

leavin in 5mins. thought id put in a last entry in singapore before i go. hehe

to tell u the truth im alittle afraid of my flight today... i've been havin a bad vibe since last week donno if its about my flight today or the flight i was on the waiting list on which was on sat.

any way my stay in singapore has been heaps eventful. n overall i enjoyed it. cant wait to come back during christmas.

but for now... i have to concentrate on school work n on finding my part time job!

well i gtg now! cya! n ill blog again when i come back from adelaide.

*Peace*

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

my mom n i cleared out my room... all my things are in the living room. even though i've always known i had alot of things. i was seprised to reaise i have alot of bags haha n i was also seprised that i, the person who has trouble even throwing away a wrapping paper can decide to give away all most 3/4 of a bag colection hahaha cant beleave i had soo much bags.. i was disgusted with my self hahaha

ive thrown away alot of things like old school files n note books, but ironicly i decided to keep some magazines haha, not because it gave me great advice on something but just... i thought it be nice if one day in a few years time, i opened the box n read what was going on in 2004 may. what was the hot gossip then.
i also found old letters, pictures, yearbooks, and small notes my friends n i use to pass to each other.. it was hilarious!!
so much memories just hit me. both good n bad. n then i think about how i was when i was younger.. n at times i feel ashamed with myself. i realise i've had soo much anger out bursts haha that now to think about it i feel so embaressed... any way comparing myself to then, i think ive grown up more. (well i better have..) but im still a dreamer~ n i love that. but i think because of that im emotional though haha so BARE WITH ME PEOPLE! hehe

theres this one thing thats been bugging me though.. i read so many msges my friends through out the years wrote to me, most of them say "keep in touch" but i bet out off all those names, all those friends i've only stayed on contact with less then 10%... heish... so sad... but then again its all ways nice to see some one u used to know. :) hope every one i've known in my life is doing well in their lives .!

any way i better go before i babble even more n i wont make sence. or rather i wont make sence EVEN MORE! hahaha k ciao!!
*peace*

Monday, May 30, 2005

i've had such a random day.
went to watch starwars this morning, in one of those gold class seats. it was heaps cool! the chairs can recline n theres only limited seats.. but then again its also pretty expencive. the only reason why i got those tickets any way were cos my god mom couldnt use em so she passed to tickets for me. n then since my sister's back from england she came with me n her boyfriedn iain came too. or should i say, i came along with them..
ah~ i am the lamp post once again! hahaha but it was alright i dont mind really, after li ray n simonne i should be alright with being a lamp post hahaha
n times like thses makes me miss that idiot. haha n he knows it, which is grossing me out! AAARRRRGGGGHHHHAAA!!!! (haha)

n then i donno why but i kept feeling that my family was attacking me for some kind of reason. im sure its just my imagination but i kept feeling like since they had nothign to talk about they would always start the convosation with an embarasing story about me, or just want to humiliate me by insulting me a little. but then again i may be over reacting?
who knows!?

*Peace*

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

i made one of my friend at work angry today.
i may have been alittle rude, or rather i was just streight to the point.

u know how i can tell i made him angry? we often have arguments because he's lazy n he cant do small things that only take 2mins at the maximum. so we soemtimes have an exchange of words but in the end were ok, but ya.. today i really made him mad haha i saw it in his face, n he also didnt argue back, oops! but then again i dont give a shit really.. haha
hopefully he'll still find me loveable enough to cool down n forget about it tomorrow! haha jk lah im not so thick skinned! i think it should be alright tomorrow. i think..

so this is what happen

i sat a guest down, i gave the menu to them. my friend was the only one at his station n he was setting up. (usualy there's two staff per station) he knew i braught the guest there.
(those were the only guests there at that time)
10min later i went to check on those guests. i saw they still had no water n was ready to order, n my friend still setting tables ignoring them.

i went to his station, was going to poore water for the guest but there no water ready in the water pitchers by his station ether,
then i go n ask the guest if they want to order n they make their order through me and ask for water also lah *sigh* then i went to my friedn n told him

"i understand, u have to set up but there are guests. which is more important? service or seting up?" (but a ruder version haha)

i saw in his face the reaction, whoa priceless, but i dont give a shit, i mean he should know by now that service comes first, beides its heaps fast! just give water, n then take the order, set up for the table n then do what ever els u have to do! isnt it?

i mean really, which is more important? the guest or setting up?

Sunday, May 15, 2005

today was such a hectic day! gosh! it was soooo not my day... but ironiclly enough, its one of those days i can say, oh i handled the situation well.

but i guess i doubt it haha but to me i did good so i was happy.
i wanted to talk about it on the blog but its such a long story i soooo cant be botherd to type it out! haha

u know, i really cant stant what a spoilt brat i am some times. but mayb thats what makes me learn not to take somethings for granted.
*Peace*